Saturday, May 2, 2015

Transformative Integration of Body, Mind, and Spirit: Redefining Health with Thomas Merton

Nass Cannon, MD

The aspirational goal of health should be the transformative integration of body, mind, and soul in a person seeking communion with God and neighbor.  I propose that we broaden our perspective of health and no longer view it solely as a repair process, the mere absence of an illness or the prevention of a disease. Some health care professionals are beginning to view health in the context of relationships—in the relationship of the person to their own body, mind, and spirit and the relationship of the person to others. But the type of change that is so desperately needed in our day, at the individual and institutional levels, requires spiritual guidance. The teachings of Thomas Merton, which have guided me in my career as a physician, offer valuable insight into what it means to be healthy.

The pursuit of bodily fitness is one of our most elemental concepts of health. It entails proper nutrition, exercise, the prevention of illness, and the repair of bodily processes.  But fitness may not be so easily achieved. Merton observed, “I cannot make the universe obey me. I cannot make other people conform to my own whims and fancies. I cannot make even my own body obey me.”  Yet, it is every individual’s responsibility to strive for the best physical health available through proper care of our bodies.

Similarly, mental health is more than the absence of a disease of the brain or a mental illness. Mental health entails a program of mental fitness which may include the practice of mindfulness or meditation. Scientific data emphasizing the beneficial effects of these practices presented at the International Symposium on Contemplative Studies held in Denver in 2012 supports and verifies this claim. This gathering of researchers, contemplatives, lay practitioners, and investigators presented their studies and dialogued over research concerning the beneficial effects of mindfulness practices to one’s mental and physical health. Topics were broad and diverse with leading researchers from all over the world moderating discussions on the future of science and spirituality. They presented scientific evidence to support the theory that mindfulness practices can calm our minds, open us to the reality of now, and have measurable mental and physical health benefits. 
Mindfulness practices also help us focus our minds in the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom, which are essential elements of mental fitness. 

But to reach fruition, mental activity must engage the body. Merton observed:

“A purely mental life may be destructive if it leads us to substitute thought for life and ideas for actions. The activity proper to man is not purely mental because man is not just a disembodied mind. Our destiny is to live out what we think, because unless we live what we know, we do not even know it. It is only by making our knowledge part of ourselves, through action, that we enter into the reality that is signified by our concepts.”

Similarly, Merton notes the interdependence of knowledge and wisdom:

“It is true that neither the ancient wisdoms nor the modern sciences are complete in themselves. They do not stand alone. They call for one another. Wisdom without science is unable to penetrate the full sapiential meaning of the created and the material cosmos. Science without wisdom leaves man enslaved to a world of unrelated objects in which there is no way of discovering (or creating) order and deep significance in man's own pointless existence. ”

However, a view of health limited to the body and mind and their relationship is inadequate. This point was addressed in 1948 by the members of the World Health Organization. They offered a broader view of health, defining it as “a state of complete physical, mental and social well-being and not merely the absence of disease or infirmity.”[i]

At the time this definition was proclaimed, our capacity to treat medical illness was limited. For example, the treatment of a heart attack in 1955 was six weeks of bed rest. Today medications and stenting is routine to prevent and treat heart attacks; for severe heart failure, heart transplant is a commonplace procedure. The past 50 years has witnessed tremendous gains in our capacity to diagnose, treat, and prevent illnesses as well our capacity to expeditiously deliver health care with an infrastructure of first responders, emergency rooms, and critical care units. Powerful imaging is available with CT, MRI, and PET scanners while laboratories not only have more sensitive diagnostic tests but even in some diseases match genes to the probability of a therapeutic response. Similar progress has been made with immunization programs minimizing dreaded diseases such as polio while nearly eradicating smallpox. Drugs to fight infections and cancers abound and become increasingly more sophisticated while prosthetics for damaged joints and heart valves are now commonplace. 

Certainly we have made progress in our capacity to diagnose, treat, prevent illnesses, and repair the body. We have made less progress as a nation and as a world community with the issues of equity of access and health care justice. We also have made less progress in translating into action a very broad view of health—transformative integration of body, mind, spirit in a person seeking communion with the Divine and one’s neighbor.

But, thankfully, there are some promising nascent trends. The first of these is the realization that we need health care providers to make their own journey in this broader vision of health as they seek integrative transformation of their own body, mind, and spirit while improving their relationship with others. David Leach, M.D., former executive director of the Accreditation Council for Graduate Medical Education, gave a fascinating presentation in 2007 in which he addressed issues surrounding the formation of providers.  He believes the formation of health care providers should be a journey to authenticity through which providers find their true selves. 

He defines the authentic self as “conforming to fact or reality: trustworthy; not imaginary; not an imitation; genuine; bona fide.” In the health care setting, he suggests persons in training should undergo an interior journey to become an authentic person with an authentic professional life. Leach calls us to use the faculties of our intellect, will, and imagination to discern the truth, to make good clinical judgments, and to do so with harmony, creativity, and beauty.  The primary values with which to arm oneself are integrity, altruism, and prudence. Overall, Leach says it’s not enough for institutions to certify that their trainees have competence in science and procedural skills, but that they need to create an institutional culture that nurtures the formation of the person. This environment should allow and not prevent the journey to authenticity and the recovery of one’s true self, as Merton taught.

 In pointing out how our institutional healthcare culture fails the trainee by providing a workplace full of frenzy, Leach quotes Thomas Merton:

 "There is a pervasive form of modern violence to which the idealist...most easily succumbs:  activism and overwork. The rush and pressure of modern life are a form, perhaps the most common form of its innate violence.  To allow oneself to be carried away by a multitude of conflicting concerns, to surrender to too many demands, to  commit oneself to too many projects, to want to help everyone in everything is to succumb to violence.  The frenzy of the activist neutralizes his (or her) work…It destroys the fruitfulness of his (or her) work, because it kills the root of inner wisdom which makes the work fruitful."

Leach calls for the transformation of institutions to allow providers in training to move from frenzy to wisdom as individuals and as professionals.
With regard to patients, Leach  also expects institutions to have as their goal the treatment of the whole person. Some academic institutions have responded with variable intensity to this call by establishing integrative medicine programs. Among many others, a few illustrative examples include University of North Carolina Integrative  Medicine Program, University of Texas MD Anderson Cancer Center, and The Osher Center for Integrative Medicine, a collaboration between Brigham and Women’s Hospital and Harvard Medical School.

We are seeing some hopeful movements towards a broader view of health, but, I propose that these are only early milestones to a larger vision of health. Merton points us in this direction in his call for us to find our true selves. The principle barrier to finding our true self is our attachment to our false-self, which for Merton, is the god we make of ourselves.  He notes:

"The inner, basic, metaphysical defilement of fallen man is his profound and illusory conviction that he is a god and that the universe is centered upon him…Yet in our desire to be as gods…we seek what one might call a relative omnipotence: the power to have everything we want, to enjoy everything we desire, to demand that all our wishes be satisfied and our will should never be frustrated or opposed. It is a radical falsity which rots our moral life in its very roots because it makes everything we do more or less a lie."

As a result, we hide. Like Adam we hide from God, we hide from our true self, and we hide from others. We fear that we will be discovered, unmasked, unclothed, and be naked before the truth of God which is God’s truth in us. This refusal is not merely a refusal to live authentically in one’s vocation; it is a much more profound refusal to be the image and likeness of God. 

Merton calls us to recover our true self, which he describes vividly:

"At the center of our being is a point of nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion, a point of pure truth, a point or spark which belongs entirely to God… This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty is the pure glory of God in us… It is like a pure diamond, blazing with the invisible light of heaven. It is in everybody, and if we could see it we would see these billions of points of light coming together in the face and blaze of a sun that would make all the darkness and cruelty of life vanish completely…I have no program for this seeing. It is only given. But the gate of heaven is everywhere."

The journey to recover one’s true self is a journey towards integrative transformation requiring progressive reconciliation of body, mind, and soul.  One’s physical pursuit of bodily fitness and mental pursuit of truth remain necessary goals, not ends in themselves but rather integrated into our deep search for God’s truth within us. Our recovery of this “pure truth” is the recovery of our true self which is the image and likeness of God.

If the goal of health is integrative transformation, what are the means?  Such means may include mindfulness practices such as meditation, prayer, grace, and contemplation. From the perspective of health as the transformative integration of body, mind, spirit in a person seeking communion with the Divine and one’s neighbor, I would like to suggest the following definition:

Health is a striving of the body by the pursuit of fitness, of the mind by the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom, of the soul by the pursuit of love for self and others in a person desiring integration, harmony and wholeness and relatedness of body, mind, spirit, seeking communion with the Spirit of God and peace with one’s neighbor.

Someone seeking health from this perspective would manifest certain attributes.  Their communion with God would infuse their souls with a spirit of mercy, God’s own Spirit, which would enflame their minds to works of compassion and service to others. Their healthiness would manifest itself by attitudes of mercy and compassion and deeds of service, an expression of their seeking communion with God and neighbor.  In recovering their true self, they would experience Thomas Merton’s realization, “My dear brothers, we are already one. But we imagine that we are not. What we have to recover is our original unity. We have to be what we are.”
           





[i] Preamble to the Constitution of the World Health Organization as adopted by the International Health Conference, New York, 19-22 June, 1946; signed on 22 July 1946 by the representatives of 61 States (Official Records of the World Health Organization, no. 2, p. 100) and entered into force on 7 April 1948.

The Road to Joy: A Circle Dance of Love Thomas Merton and the Pursuit of the True Self



Nass Cannon

From primitive societies to modern times, when people gathered to dance they often did so in a circle to mark special occasions and to celebrate community and togetherness. One thoughtful dancer suggested, “as the dance goes into my life, everything becomes the dance”. In the marrow of this circle of whirling flesh as indeed in all of creation, there is the dance of life itself flowing from the Love of the Father for the Incarnate Son through the Spirit into creation and Love’s return to the Father. All that exists pulsates in this great Circle Dance of Love, which Thomas Merton characterized as the “cosmic dance” and to be in rhythm with it, is to be on the road to joy.


This paper will travel Merton’s road to joy by exploring through his writings the recovery of the true self because for Merton it is the true self’s communion with God, which brings joy.  In New Seeds of Contemplation, Thomas Merton, wrote: “THE only true joy on earth is to escape from the prison of our own false self, and enter by love into union with the Life Who dwells and sings within the essence of every creature and in the core of our own souls.” [1]


Traveling this road to joy, this paper will explore from Merton’s perspective these questions: What is the false self? How do we recover our true self? What is the true self? Is the true self in union with God? What is the relationship of the true self to true joy?

What is the false self?

In New Seeds of Contemplation, Merton suggests:

“Every one of us is shadowed by an illusory person: a
false self. This is the man that I want myself to be but who
cannot exist, because God does not know anything about
him… And such a self cannot help but be an illusion.
…Thus I use up my life in the desire for pleasures and the
thirst for experiences, for power, honor, knowledge and love, to clothe this false self and construct its nothingness into something objectively real… 2

At its core, this false self sees itself as a god. In The Silent Life, Merton suggest that “…The inner, basic, metaphysical defilement of fallen man is his profound and illusory conviction that he is a god and that the universe is centered upon him...” 3 This radical falsity births a selfhood that God does not know and according to Merton, “that is altogether too much privacy”.4  This external mask creates a lens through which one falsely sees creation only in relationship to oneself, i.e., “…it is man's own technocratic and self-centered worldliness … which separates him from the reality of creation, and enables him to act out his fantasies as a little god, seeing and judging everything in relation to himself.”5
For Merton, sin causes us to worship our false selves as an idol and estranges us from our true selves. In Thomas Merton in Alaska, he writes: “When you think about what happens if our life is really dedicated to something other than God, then we are first of all alienated, and in a certain sense we are worshipping an idol.”6 He believes that sin and its effects also strike at the very depths of our personality by disrupting our orientation to God, which is the foundation of personhood and personality. Merton notes in No Man is an Island: “Sin strikes at the very depth of our personality. It destroys the one reality on which our true character, identity, and happiness depend; our fundamental orientation to God.”7


Merton existentially views this false self to be a cramp of non-entity and nothingness, which leads to despair. He suggests that, “The chronic inability to relax this cramp begets despair…we realize more and more that we are knotted upon nothing, that the cramp is a meaningless, senseless, pointless affirmation of non-entity… a makeshift identity which is nothing.”8  Man’s no-to-everything and yes-to-himself allows him to acquire such products of his will as wealth and power forgoing the inner longings of his heart for love and the meaning of his life. For Merton, “He is as a god and therefore everything is within reach. But it turns out that all that he can successfully reach by his own volition is not quite worth having. What he really seeks and needs -- love, an authentic identity, a life that has meaning -- cannot be had merely by willing and by taking steps to procure them.”9  What cannot be achieved by willing can be received as a gift if we are open to it. Merton insists, “In order to be open, we have to renounce ourselves, in a sense we have to die to our image of ourselves, our autonomy, our fixation upon our self-willed identity.  We have to be able to relax the psychic and spiritual cramp which knots us in the painful, vulnerable, helpless 'I' that is all we know as ourselves.”10

As we begin to relax this cramp, we must beware of distractions. In a world of overwhelming sensory barrage, Merton reminds us that these distractions suppress our discontent, delay the confronting of our false selves and thereby delay facing our self-hate arising from the lie we make of our lives.  In The Monastic Journey, he opines:

What is it that makes every man struggle with himself? It is the deep, persistent voice of his own discontent with himself. …Distraction merely drowns out the inner voice…And behind the smokescreen of amusements and projects, the inner dissatisfaction marshals all its forces for a more terrible assault when the distraction shall have been taken away. At last, the spirit that has fled from itself all its life, is stripped of its distractions at death and finds itself face to face with what can no longer be avoided; there is nothing now to prevent it from hating itself utterly, and totally, and forever.11

How do we recover our true self?

To recover our true selves, we have to acknowledge the lie of the false self.
Merton teaches that we have a choice of two identities: the external mask of our false self or a true self, which can attend to the presence of God within us.

We have the choice of two identities: the external mask which seems to be real and which lives by a shadowy autonomy for the brief moment of earthly existence, and the hidden, inner person who seems to us to be nothing, but who can give himself eternally to the truth in whom he subsists. 12 

Our recovery depends on our cooperation with the Holy Spirit who through the modalities of prayer, grace, silence and solitude leads us to our true self.

We begin the journey with a commitment to a life of prayer. Merton believes prayer opens the door to self-knowledge, which allows the Holy Spirit to shine upon the alleyways of our dark interior.13  It leads us to our center where we can experience the mercy of God14 and to union with God as well as communion with others.15  This communion allows the community to touch God and God touch the community. For Merton, “The mind that prays in me is more than my own mind, and the thoughts that come up in me are more than my own thoughts because this deep consciousness when I pray is a place of encounter between myself and God and between the common love of everybody.”16

We continue the journey through grace. As Merton observed, “Once we find ourselves in the state of ‘knowledge of good and evil’ we have to accept the fact and understand our position, see it in relation to the innocence for which we were created, which we have lost and which we can regain.”17 Grace restores the innocence of our true self through the promptings of the Holy Spirit, our source of grace, our guide and our destination. Realizing that the only source of the spiritual life is the Holy Spirit,”18 Merton believes grace prompts us to seek the truth of ourselves and our lives as we seek the Truth that is God.

Through grace, we recover our true self by the work of Christ in us who transforms us by shrouding Himself with the wounds of our sins. Merton states, “The Christ we find in ourselves is not identified with what we vainly seek to admire and idolize in ourselves--on the contrary, He has identified himself with what we resent in ourselves, for He has taken upon Himself our wretchedness and our misery, our poverty and our sins.”19 By actualizing the recovery of our hidden identity in Him, Christ transforms our self-hate into love, which promotes peace within us and thereby with others. Merton observes, “The peace which Christ brings is the outcome of this war faced and fought on earth: man's war with himself, in which (by God's grace) he overcomes himself, conquers himself, pacifies himself, and can at last live with himself because he no longer hates himself.”20 Through the power of the Holy Spirit, grace liberates us from sin’s creation, the false self.

Silence and solitude allow us to relax the psychic and spiritual cramp of our “I” to immerse ourselves in the mystery of our identity in God, for according to Merton, “When we are quiet, not just for a few minutes, but for an hour or several hours, we may become uneasily aware of the presence within us of a disturbing stranger, the self that is both I and someone else.”21  Silence is healing since “… silence makes us whole if we let it.”22 It helps us to concentrate on a purpose that really corresponds not only to the deeper needs of our own being but also to God’s intensions for us.23  Silence guides us to the solitude of our true self and the ground of our being where we encounter God and peace. Merton thinks, “There is perfect peace, because we are grounded in infinite creative and redemptive Love. There we encounter God, whom no eye can see…”24 In this solitude, the inner door of one’s heart opens allowing the Spirit to flow and Love be spoken.

In our journey to our true self, Merton cautions against particular ways or methods. Instead, he suggests we cultivate an attitude of openness.
We should not look for a 'method' or 'system', but cultivate an 'attitude', an 'outlook': faith, openness, attention, reverence, expectation, supplication, trust, joy. All these finally permeate our being with love in so far as our living faith tells us we are in the presence of God, that we live in Christ, that in the Spirit of God we 'see' God our Father without 'seeing'. We know him in 'unknowing'. Faith is the bond that unites us to him in the Spirit who gives us light and love." 25

Permeated by the Holy Spirit, prayer, grace, silence and solitude will restore us to our true self.

What is the true self?

Merton believes our true self is our real but hidden identity in Christ in which our spirit and God’s spirit become one. This point of union is le point vierge which is the hiding place of God within us, inaccessible to our meddling but realized by those who see God through grace and purity of heart. We acquire our identity in God, which is the true self’s union with Christ. In Merton’s view:

The secret of my identity is hidden in the love and
mercy of God. …Ultimately the only way that I can be myself is to
become identified with Him in Whom is hidden the
reason and fulfillment of my existence. Therefore there is only one problem on which all my existence, my peace and my happiness depend: to discover myself in discovering God. If I find Him I will find myself and if I find my true self I will find Him.”26
 

Our true self fosters a life of peace and union with others, and communications that become communion.  Merton describes the true self in his Fourth and Walnut epiphany: “At the center of our being is a point of nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion, a point of pure truth, a point or spark which belongs entirely to God… This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty is the pure glory of God in us.” 27

Is the true self in union with God?

From Merton’s perspective, to recover the true self is to be in union with God, a union that can progressively deepen as an ongoing work of the Holy Spirit. He believes the Spirit leads us to the core of our being and awakens us to our true identity in Christ.
But in fact the Resurrection and Ascension of Christ, the New Adam, completely restored human nature to its spiritual condition and made possible the divinization of every man coming into the world. This meant that in each one of us the inner self was now able to be awakened and transformed by the action of the Holy spirit, and this awakening would not only enable us to discover our true identity ‘in Christ’, but would also make the living and Risen Savior present in us. … 28

Our true self is our identity in Christ derived from the distinct unity of our personhood and the Spirit of Christ so that Christ is living in us and we are living in Him. The effect of this union is that we become a new creation, a unique expression of Christ in the world. Grounded in Christ, we are in communion with others through sharing the same center, His Spirit. Hence the Love we receive from the indwelling Christ flows out to others as we receive their Love in return.  Merton explains that:

The union of the Christian with Christ is not just a similarity
of inclination and feeling, a mutual consent of minds and wills.
It has a more radical, more mysterious and supernatural
quality: it is a mystical union in which Christ Himself
becomes the source and principle of divine life in me.
… We receive Him in the "inspiration" of secret love, and we
give Him to others in the outgoing of our own charity. Our life in
Christ is then a life both of receiving and of giving.
We receive from God, in the Spirit, and in the same
Spirit we return our love to God through our brothers.29

The Holy Spirit then helps us grow in our love of our neighbor by deepening the realization of our communion. Merton expressed the depths of this communion in one of his last utterances.

And the deepest level of communication is not
communication, but communion. It is wordless.
It is beyond words, and it is beyond speech, and
is beyond concept. Not that we discover a new unity.
We discover an older unity. My dear brothers, we are
already one. But we imagine that we are not. What
we have to recover is our original unity.
What we have to be is what we are.30

What is the relationship of the true self to true joy?

Merton teaches us that true joy arise from the recovery of our true self, which is the image and likeness of Christ. In his view, Christ-centered persons are capable of true joy because they like Christ will what God wills. Merton elaborates: “True joy is found in the perfect willing of what we were made to will: in the intense and supple and free movement of our will rejoicing in what is good not merely for us but in Itself.”31 For Merton, the origin of this gift of joy stems from the incarnation. In Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander, he states:  “I have the immense joy of being man, a member of a race in which God Himself became incarnate."32 Christ’s gift by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit through His death and resurrection facilitates the recovery of our true self and thereby restores us to a realized “image and likeness of God” which is the mysterious indwelling of Christ permeating our personhood.

Our union with God by the true self’s identity in Christ is an encounter with the dynamic flow of God’s energy which is Love. This indwelling Love is the source of our capacity to more fully obey the commandant of Christ to love God and neighbor.  By following the ways of this love, one grows in the realization of Christ’s promise in John 15:11: “that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete” which is a joy tied to the love of others. Christ instructs us.

“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now
remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain
in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and
remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be
 in you and that your joy may be complete.  My command is
this: Love each other as I have loved you.


Hence for our joy to be complete we must remain in His Love, which is to forever deepen our union with Him by our true self more completely embracing our identity in Christ. Through this embrace we radiate love to others and receive their love in return.  Merton notes:

…one of the paradoxes of the mystical life is this: that
a man cannot enter into the deepest center of himself
and pass through that center into God, unless he is able
to pass entirely out of himself and empty himself and
give himself to other people in the purity of a selfless
love. 33


Animated by Loving Energy radiating from our union with God, we consciously join this Circle Dance of Love flowing from the Father through the Son as Spirit into creation, a dance Merton knew well. In New Seeds of Contemplation, he wrote,

…the Lord plays and diverts Himself in the garden of His creation, and if we could let go of our own obsession with what we think is the meaning of it all, we might be able to hear His call and follow Him in His mysterious, cosmic dance. ..The world and time are the dance of the Lord in emptiness. The silence of the spheres is the music of a wedding feast. … Indeed we are in the midst of it, and it is in the midst of us, for it beats in our very blood, whether we want it to or not. Yet the fact remains that we are invited to forget ourselves on purpose, cast our awful solemnity to the winds and join in the general dance." 34

Thomas Merton danced along this road to joy and beckons us to follow.  He summons us to pursue the recovery of our true self, wishing our liberation and birth into true joy. If we travel that road, he suggests we will realize our true self’s identity in Christ which is the source of our ability to keep Christ’s command to remain in his Love that our joy may be complete. Merton guides us as a partner unto this cosmic dance floor where Incarnational Love burns the coals of our false self, and erupts as a Living Flame from the embers of our true self’s identity in Christ. If we embrace our identity, we will radiate Love to others and receive their Love in return, which will complete this circle dance by fueling an ever-more intense communal Flame. In this circle dance of love, The Spirit of Christ is the road to joy, the creator of joy, and in Itself, the very Dance of Joy.





1.Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, (New York: New Directions Books, 1972), p.25
2 Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, p. 34.
3 Thomas Merton, The Silent Life (New York:  Farrar, Straus & Giroux, 1957), pp. 13-15
4.Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, p.34.
5 Thomas Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander (New York: Image Books, 1968), p. 294.
6.Thomas Merton, Thomas Merton in Alaska, ed.  Robert E. Daggy (New York: New Directions, 1989), p. 76.
7. Thomas Merton, No Man is an Island (New York: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, 1955), p.84.
8 Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander, p. 224.
9Ibid.
10Ibid.
11Thomas Merton, The Monastic Journey, ed. Brother Patrick Hart. (New York,: Image Books, 1974), p. 101.
12 Lawrence Cunningham, Thomas Merton: Spiritual Master The Essential Writings (Maywah, NJ: Paulist Press, 1992), p. 255.
13Thomas Merton, Thomas Merton in Alaska, p.160-161.
14 Merton, Thomas Merton in Alaska, p. 160.
15 Ibid. p.136
16 Ibid. p. 135.
17  Thomas Merton, Zen and the Birds of Appetite (New York: New Directions, 1968), p.128.
18 Thomas Merton, Contemplation in a World of Action (New York: Doubleday, 1971), p. 271.
19 Thomas Merton, The Monastic Journey, p. 102.
20  Ibid, p. 101.
21 Thomas Merton, Essential Writings, ed. Christine M. Bochen (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Books, 2000), p. 74.

22 Ibid. p. 77.
23Ibid. p. 77.
24 Ibid. p. 77.
25 James Finley, Merton’s Palace of Nowhere (Notre Dame, Ind.: Ave Maria Press,1978), p. 93.
26 Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, p 35.
27 Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander, p.158.
28 Thomas Merton, The Inner Experience, ed. William H. Shannon (San Francisco: Harper, 2004), p.38.
29 Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, 158
30  Thomas Merton, The Asian Journal of Thomas Merton, eds. Naomi Burton, Brother Patrick Hart & James Laughlin (New York: New Directions, 1968) p. 308.
31 Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, 259-60
32 Thomas Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander, p.157.
33 Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation, p. 64.
34 Ibid. p. 296-297.